Podcast Directory

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Trauma & Mental Health

296: What's really causing the increase in burnout and women's mental load? (Men, listen to this, too)

292: Breaking Down the Trauma, for Both Men and Women, of Abortions, Miscarriages and the Birth Process Itself

289: Three reasons why events are a MUST for 2023

288: Creating Your Dream Life Series | Part 1: The Fundamentals of Trauma and How It Affects Your Manifestation Process

285: Are they a narcissist?

281: Practices I use to protect my environment, time, relationships, and self

271: The disease of people pleasing

270: Religious trauma, the difference between God and the Church

267: How you can prevent trauma in your children & break ancestral patterns/trauma

236: Is BDSM a Trauma Response? | Sexuality, Validation, Disassociation & Seasons of Sex

233: Understanding your "zones" and why your shit holds you back from upleveling. | Intuition vs fear, why your man isn't leading, spiritual bypassing and feeling 'frozen' in life

229: Losing weight from a place of love | Energetic & emotional weight, trauma & weight gain

220: How to reset your energy and get out of a slump | My biggest meltdown

207: What is trauma?

204: Labels limit you and inhibit your sense of freedom

192: Breakdown of the Netflix show YOU (part 2) | Blackout rage is a real thing

191: Breakdown of the Netflix show YOU (part 1) | What's fucked up about this show

181: Real Talk & Collective Energy

165: Being a social butterfly, energy leaking and how to come back to yourself 

161: Cacao & Convos with Christie Melhorn: How my trauma made me think I wanted to be a man

157: Hitting rock bottom, conscious choices and honouring your fear

156: Is your social life burning you out? (Especially post-Covid)

151: Why this type of coaching is the missing link in people’s overall heath and happiness

147: Expanders, codes and why I love pre-recorded programs

146: The link between binge eating and your feminine/masculine energy

141: What is trauma and how does it manifest in our bodies?

139: Is your anxiety caused by low progesterone?

128: Weight loss as a form of self love, body positivity and trauma

122: Navigating being homesick and knowing whether friendships or romantic relationships are better for you right now

120: Trauma bonding and how Disney has fucked our dating mindset 

116: CACAO & CONVOS with Ben talking about letting go of your ego so that you can experience more joy and fulfilment w/ Ben Bidwell

115: How to balance your masculine and feminine energies in both men AND women. | Trauma, your nervous system, presence, flow and focus

99: Cacao & Convos about Sisterhood Wounding with Scarlett 

92: Navigating Corona Virus AKA world war 3

81: How I know that you're holding onto anger (men & women)

72: How to have more play and connect to your inner child

71: Navigating Drinking during the Holidays

70: Don't give unsolicited advice

69: Cacao & Convos with Olivia: Boundaries, people pleasing, owning a business

67: Being confident in your boundaries

64: Instant gratification is NOT hot

46: Saying no, respecting yourself and staying true to you

42: How to become your Dream self!

40: Releasing on a physical level 

34: This is ACTUALLY what's stopping you from doing the work

13: Life is Easy

9: Is your body blocked and 'stuck'?

7: Why do we tear each other down?

5: The Disease of Comparisonitis

 

Relationships, Dating, Sex, Emasculation, & Feminine Pleasure

299: Are female breadwinners more likely to get cheated on?

298: Reclaiming value for the role of mother & what I am doing now to set myself up for motherhood

285: Are they a narcissist?

277: Girl Chat #6 | The Reality About Sex & Relationships Nobody Talks About

275: Q+A - sex, men, dating

273: Is it time to give up on Dating Apps?

272: the Lover vs. the Mother

268: Is co-dependency always bad? What does a healthy relationship actually look like?

249: BONUS: How to get your man to do the work

243: The difference between leading her and being an authoritarian | redefining masculinity, integrity, insecurities and ego (Men listen to this too)

238: How men and women can reduce hormonal imbalances and optimize their health | PMS, fertility, inflammation and testosterone

237: Girl chat #4 | Green flags, Red flags & How to Spot a Mommy's Boy

236: Is BDSM a Trauma Response? | Sexuality, Validation, Disassociation & Seasons of Sex

228: Masculine & Feminine energy in life, business and dating

227: Girl Chat #2 | The energetics of getting a man to claim you

226: Talking transformative, healing sex with Jamie Rea | What masculine men need, what it takes for a man to commit and what emasculation feels like

224: Taking Sub/ Dom outside of the bedroom

223: GIRL CHAT | Stop texting men all the time & are you your own red flag?

221: Owning our gender differences with Mike Gunner from Married at First Sight | Emasculation, backlash & BTS of MAFS

219: How old is too old to date?

218: Why you're making dating hard for yourself

217: Is Feminism causing men to stop pursuing women?

216: How we can support the men in our lives

206: Daddy issues, preserving your feminine energy and empowering sex

201: How trauma shows up in your sex life - for both men and women

197: How masculine men actually make society safer, and feminine-men make it unsafe

194: Where are all the good men? B!tch, they're around me! (Quit emasculating)

190: How emasculation hurts both men and women

188: 8 ways your inner child wounds play out in your relationship

186: How to get through a breakup 101 

179: Sex Life (Part 4) | Silent treatment, being honest with your desires, and shame vs. empowerment

178: Sex Life (Part 3) | Communicating your desires & hot sex vs. safety (you can have it all)

177: Sex Life (Part 2) | Clitoral stimulation, the shower scene (IYKYK) & addiction vs feeling safe

176: Sex Life (Part 1) | Desire & sub/dom f*cking, addiction & manipulation, mother/lover archetypes

173: The fundamentals of feminine energy | Receivership, pleasure & being magnetic AF in life & biz

164: Understanding the difference between how men and women date

163: Has the feminist movement gone too far? How are we suppressing men now?

154: Attachment styles 101, why are you avoidant or anxious in a relationship?

150: But what if he doesn't want to lead and tells me I should do things myself? Plus men that are people pleasers, expectations and boundaries

149: How to call in soul friendships and take action on new connections

143: Dating and relationships during lockdown. How your biology will affect you as a woman and being an anxious or avoidant attachment style

138: Mastering your relationships and communication with men | An interview with Monica Yates

136: What is emasculation and how does it affect men AND women? 

135: Let men be men, and women be women | An interview w/ Monica Yates

131: Cat Calling: the good, bad and ugly. How to navigate it and whether or not to shame the man

117: Getting your man to lead in his masculine so that you can flow in your feminine

107: Cacao & Convos with Cleo Stiller : Modern Manhood

98: Why is sex painful? | Trauma, Vulvodynia and UTIs

97: Is your libido blocking you from abundance?

91: Communicating with your partner, enjoying giving blow jobs, the importance of intimacy and how to surrender into trust

90: When your partner isn't woo woo

88: Sex, dating, and the #MeToo movement- Part 2

87: Sex, dating, and the #MeToo movement, Part 1

78: Harbouring shame and toxic masculinity

76: The Secrets of Feminine Pleasure

73: Understanding Period Sex for men and women 

65: Chicken Nugget: Should I take his name?

62: How men can help get your cycle on track and men not wanting to take the lead

59: Cacao & Convos with Bryan and Dom: PART 2. Man bashing, women in modern society and SO MUCH MORE!

57: Cacao & Convos with Bryan and Dom: Man bashing, Women in modern society and SO MUCH MORE!

56: Cacao & Convos with John: Emasculation and understanding Men

30: Cacao & Convos: Inside men's brains!

25: Cacao & Convos talking about sisterhood wounds, losing and gaining friends, being in a flow state

22: Boost your Libido and Increase your Pleasure

17: JUICY EP! Being the wild feminine, living in alignment and not ego

 

For Men

303: The ultimate guide to healing bloating, gut issues, and excess weight

296: What's really causing the increase in burnout and women's mental load? (Men, listen to this, too)

292: Breaking Down the Trauma, for Both Men and Women, of Abortions, Miscarriages and the Birth Process Itself

254: How to be the masculine, whilst she's making the money.

248: Why being "Mr Nice Guy" isn't making you feel like THE man

246: Redefining what it means to be "a man" | Leading yourself, knowing yourself and being the man you want to be

243: The difference between leading her and being an authoritarian | redefining masculinity, integrity, insecurities and ego (Men listen to this too)

238: How men and women can reduce hormonal imbalances and optimize their health | PMS, fertility, inflammation and testosterone 

221: Owning our gender differences with Mike Gunner from Married at First Sight | Emasculation, backlash & BTS of MAFS

201: How trauma shows up in your sex life - for both men and women

197: How masculine men actually make society safer, and feminine-men make it unsafe

196: How to heal your stress of not being "enough of a man"

193: How understanding the opposite sex will help you get further in your career

190: How emasculation hurts both men and women

164: Understanding the difference between how men and women date

159: The reasons behind your skin issues for men and women (energetic reasons included)

152: (For men too) | How your Endo, PCOS, PMDD and any period issues are linked to trauma (men, listen too)

137: How to lead her in the bedroom / How to get him to lead in the bedroom | An interview with Monica Yates

123: Cacao & Convos with Nick Perry | male libido, expanding your nervous system, sexual shame, honouring your boundaries and navigating when your needs are different to your partners

116: CACAO & CONVOS with Ben talking about letting go of your ego so that you can experience more joy and fulfilment w/ Ben Bidwell

115: How to balance your masculine and feminine energies in both men AND women. | Trauma, your nervous system, presence, flow and focus

114: FOR MEN: Cacao & Convos with Connor Beaton | Shadow work, sexual trauma, military men and using pain as your purpose

107: Cacao & Convos with Cleo Stiller : Modern Manhood

93: Men's Advice for COVID 19

81: How I know that you're holding onto anger (men & women)

73: Understanding Period Sex for men and women

68: For my men: How to be in your masculine to guide her deeper into her feminine 

59: Cacao & Convos with Bryan and Dom: PART 2. Man bashing, women in modern society and SO MUCH MORE!

57: Cacao & Convos with Bryan and Dom: Man bashing, Women in modern society and SO MUCH MORE!

56: Cacao & Convos with John: Emasculation and understanding Men

 

Business & Mindset

284: Are you yo-yoing in your business or embracing The Feminine CEO™? 

281: Practices I use to protect my environment, time, relationships, and self 

261: Finding your purpose & figuring out the career of your dreams

256: How to be a feminine woman that's also a highly successful one

253: The Feminine Female Breadwinner

251: Why selling is sexy and investing is a turn on

242: Girl chat #5 | Dealing with overwhelm, the power of outsourcing, why you need to implement masculine structure, how to increase productivity and reduce procrastination

231: Girl chat #3 | Being the female 'breadwinner' & staying in your feminine

230: Why the 'girl boss' movement is hurting women

228: Masculine & Feminine energy in life, business and dating

215: I fired everybody and this is why | All the juicy business updates that you are dying to hear

214: Business Q&A

213: How to manifest the business of your dreams

211: How trauma shows up in your business

210: Feminine business myths

205: The shit side of business

198: How sisterhood wounding can inhibit your growth

193: How understanding the opposite sex will help you get further in your career

175: The secret to success | Embracing seasons in business and stepping out of comfort zones

173: The fundamentals of feminine energy | Receivership, pleasure & being magnetic AF in life & biz

172: Growing a business isn't just meditation & masturbation, you have to work hard too. | Breaking down the IG illusions, real talk and the personality traits you need for success

171: How creating a 5 year plan could actually be limiting yourself and your business with Gabby Flegg

170: Why passion in business is everything with Jenna Doherty | Feminine pleasure and manifestations

169: The secret to finding balance when owning a business with your partner, with Mackalyn Rykers

168: Be the queen of your own life with Marina Shiferman | Real estate and empowering women 

167: How I went from $200 a month to $60,000 a month with Olivia Marie

166: Honouring your feminine energy as a business owner

148: Being an Irresistible Coach + who is my certification for?

145: How to stay your feminine when you're feeling stressed in business

144: Being wealthy as f*ck in life and business

130: Adding pleasure to your business and standing out in a sea of businesses + getting over procrastination, what to do when you aren’t getting clients and children & trauma

129: The Line Between Manifesting and Overspending In Your Business

127:How to protect your Instagram, personal security and how private is our information?

125: My week from hell: When my Instagram account was ha(k3d and deleted ... but my magic got it back baby!

121: Cacao & Convos with Madelyn Moon | Chatting about how to NOT pitch to people, the B******T that is on IG about “calling in your king," keeping the polarity strong in your relationship

113: Boundaries and business, hiring people, creating a team, drawing boundaries, not diving discounts

111: How I made a million dollars | feminine business, business strategy, energetic business

110: Why my business isn't my #1 priority. #SCANDAL! | Business burnout, is your business wrecking your hormones, sex and business

109: Feminine Energy as a #girlboss CEO

86: The importance of masculine structure in a feminine business 

82: For all those that work for themselves - You have a real job

69: Cacao & Convos with Olivia: Boundaries, people pleasing, owning a business

52: The rules successful people follow

47: Chicken nugget: Being realistic is blocking you! 

37: Business Q+A for the 250K mark

29: Firey feminine power in life and business

27: How I Made 6 Figures in the First Quarter of 2019

11: The importance of the feminine and flow in business and life

3: The Money Fear of Investing in Yourself

 

Women's Health, Periods, HBC, & Hormones

305: Live Q+A on Gut, Acne, Australia Immersion, Feminine Leadership, Vaginal Health

304: My skin journey & how to get clear skin, especially post covid-19

303: The ultimate guide to healing bloating, gut issues, and excess weight

301: Cycle syncing for the Busy Woman | Part 2

300: The Fundamentals of Tracking Your Cycle | Part 1

290: Creating Your Dream Life Series | Part 2: Are You Normalizing Your Hormonal Issues? Endometriosis, PCOS, Acne, Mood swings, & more

263: Kelli Moore's journey with IVF, pregnancy, sex, and all the in-betweens

259: Owning the motherhood that you desire with Georgie Stevenson | being a mum & CEO, new relationship dynamics and doing it all

235: Roe v Wade Q+As | Where is abortion legal still? What does this mean for plan B pill? How do I trust my body?

232: Abortions & Feeling empowered during Roe v. Wade

162: Let’s talk “vacations” | Shedding, alarming effects on women’s health and shocking statistics

160: Do you need to be overly concerned about abnormal pap smears?

159: The reasons behind your skin issues for men and women (energetic reasons included)

158: Cacao & Convos with Georgie Stevenson | Her Journey with Breast Implant Illness Disease

153: Are breast implants and cosmetic work okay for your body? The way to get a NATURAL boob job & breast implant illness disease

152: (For men too) | How your Endo, PCOS, PMDD and any period issues are linked to trauma (men, listen too)

139: Is your anxiety caused by low progesterone?

134: Heavy periods, the energetic component of your bleed, blood clots and missing periods

133: The Truth About Womb Healing, Periods, PMS, PCOS + Contraception. | An interview with Monica Yates

132: Endometriosis, painful periods and some inspo when your doctor makes you lose hope

126: Feminine energy, periods and letting your man lead

104: Where the f*ck has my period gone?!

101: Getting to know the different phases of your cycle

95: What's up with my period during COVID-19?!

84: The shit they don't tell you about birth control options, Part 2

83: The shit they don't tell you about birth control options, Part 1

73: Understanding Period Sex for men and women

63: Vegetable oil can kill you

62: How men can help get your cycle on track and men not wanting to take the lead

60: What's the deal with the Morning After Pill?

61: Cacao & Convos with Lexi: Brain surgery, blood clots, the pill and navigating hospitals

54: The connection between your vagina and confidence

50: You might not have PCOS

48: Cacao and Convos: The beginners guide to adaptogens

45: Feminine Expansion, Sensuality, Periods, Pleasure and Handling the Haters

43: Syncing your cycle with the Moon

41: Cacao & Convos with Asti

39: "We don't need to bleed" - a claim from The Guardian

33: How to harness your femininity and find power in your cycle

32: Fertility is a sign of full health

26: HPA Axis dysfunction and it's affect on your period

21: Cacao & Convos: Talking about UTIs, thrush, vaginas, pubes, sex and all that fun stuff

20: Navigating Surgery like a Queen 

19: How to get what you want from your doctor

18: Cacao & Convos talking about money, feminism, veganism, being fake and having confidence in this world

16: Is your doctor doing more harm than good?

15: How to start eliminating your period pain

12: Keto vs Paleo for your hormones

10: The pill f*cks you up

8: You can't get preggers at any time!

6: Is exercise ruining your hormones?

4: 2 Areas to look for Fixing Hormonal Acne

2: What's causing your period problems?

 

Manifestation, Spirituality, Wealth, & Abundance

291: Creating Your Dream Life Series | Part 3: The Fear of Spending Money on Your Dream Life

288: Creating Your Dream Life Series | Part 1: The Fundamentals of Trauma and How It Affects Your Manifestation Process

276: Kelli interviews Monica on sex, spirituality, & her own healing journey 

266: Creating safety around having more in your life. More money, love, health, happiness, success

264: A riff to get you back into an abundant state

245: Anxious/avoidant attachment styles towards money, refunds and manifestations

240: Staying in abundance even in economic downturn | Pivoting your business, finding opportunity and money mindset

239: What are your money leaks?

225: My journey with manifestation and building wealth

222: What actually is manifestation?

213: How to manifest the business of your dreams

212: BONUS EPISODE🎙What you need to know to call in your dream home

209: The link between sexual energy and money. Plus let's redefine success

208: Are you escaping reality with spirituality?

203: Your addiction to victimhood is what could be holding you back from getting your manifestations

200: 2022 is YOUR YEAR

199: Energetic blueprints | Love, wealth & career

187: The energetics of expansion

185: Your manifestation FAQ’s

184: The laws of the universe

183: Cacao & Convos with Rachel Hunt | Micro-manifestations, miracles and energy of neutrality

182: Manifesting, the law of action and when your words become your spells

180: Cacao & Convos: Human Design with Livy Iasonos | How my gifts are written in the stars

155: Spiritual bypassing: human reality and when spirituality can become detrimental

144: Being wealthy as f*ck in life and business

142: Why money is an embodied experience

140: The question you MUST ask yourself to expand, our trip to Zermatt, Quantum leaping into 2021, manifesting my dream holiday and miracles are the norm

129: The Line Between Manifesting and Overspending In Your Business

118: Soul money VS Ego money

102: Stop expecting free shit

100: Tapping into your intuition & deepening your spiritual practise

97: Is your libido blocking you from abundance?

96: Let's NAIL the energy and frequency of money shall we?

85: Cacao & Convos: Talking about ayahuasca with Taj

79: IG Live Q+A and Tarot Reading

66: How to be a Witch

58: Respecting money and lots more!

55: Your Debt can be Expansive + other Money and Manifestation Nuggets

53: Chicken Nugget: Money DOES buy happiness

44: What the F is Quantum Leaping?

31: Blood manifestation + you don't need to look outside yourself

24: PART 2: Soul alignment, manifestation and NYC again!

23: PART 1: Soul alignment, manifestation and NYC again!

 

Monica Updates Personal

295: Life and business updates, & what you can expect to see from me over the next year! DON'T MISS THIS EP!

293: How to create your dream home with interior design expert Jacque Yates

283: My Story 2.0 (Part 2)

282: My Story 2.0 (Part 1)

280: Our Love Story (Part 3)

279: Our Love Story (Part 2)

278: Our Love Story (Part 1)

276: Kelli interviews Monica on sex, spirituality, & her own healing journey

258: BONUS: Paris Update and Divine Timing

234: Did I give up on NYC? | Grounding in Atlanta, Quantum leaps and moving for love

195: I stopped drinking alcohol for three months, and this is what happened

189: The story of how I developed my intuition

124: My Instagram has been hacked and deleted

119: Why I left Paris early to come home | Talking about being homesick, feeling everything, the beauty in meltdowns and that I'm not immune to the COVID emotional rollercoaster

106: Corona Fatigue: How I'm feeling, why it's okay, the things i'm doing and thank fu*ck for Sag full moon soon

103: About ME questions, answered!

89: I went from homeless, to being in my dream apartment within 24 hours

80: Ski accident part 2 + Navigating your fear

75: My Ski Accident Part 1

74: 2019 reflections, creating lasting intentions, twin flames, soul mates and personal shares

49: Assumptions about me!

38: From Paris: The Universe is working for you!

36: Expanding into the next level + my Genoa story

35: What it's REALLY like traveling alone + a Q+A

14: Current resistance in my life and how I'm moving through it

1: My Story

 

Cacao & Convos

183: Cacao & Convos with Rachel Hunt | Micro-manifestations, miracles and energy of neutrality

180: Cacao & Convos: Human Design with Livy Iasonos | How my gifts are written in the stars

161: Cacao & Convos with Christie Melhorn: How my trauma made me think I wanted to be a man

158: Cacao & Convos with Georgie Stevenson | Her Journey with Breast Implant Illness Disease

123: Cacao & Convos with Nick Perry | male libido, expanding your nervous system, sexual shame, honouring your boundaries and navigating when your needs are different to your partners

121: Cacao & Convos with Madelyn Moon | Chatting about how to NOT pitch to people, the B******T that is on IG about “calling in your king," keeping the polarity strong in your relationship

116: CACAO & CONVOS with Ben talking about letting go of your ego so that you can experience more joy and fulfilment w/ Ben Bidwell

114: FOR MEN: Cacao & Convos with Connor Beaton | Shadow work, sexual trauma, military men and using pain as your purpose

112: Cacao & Convos with Dad: How to make systemic change. | The power of voting, understanding politics, what to look out for in political parties

108: Cacao & Convos: Our apology for being sheep not leaders with Olivia

107: Cacao & Convos with Cleo Stiller : Modern Manhood

105: Cacao & Convos with Britt: is love blind, drinking, and being funny as f*ck

99: Cacao & Convos about Sisterhood Wounding with Scarlett 

85: Cacao & Convos: Talking about ayahuasca with Taj

77: Cacao & Convos with Dad - how we are committing climate suicide and what we can ACTUALLY do NOW

69: Cacao & Convos with Olivia: Boundaries, people pleasing, owning a business

61: Cacao & Convos with Lexi: Brain surgery, blood clots, the pill and navigating hospitals

59: Cacao & Convos with Bryan and Dom: PART 2. Man bashing, women in modern society and SO MUCH MORE!

57: Cacao & Convos with Bryan and Dom: Man bashing, Women in modern society and SO MUCH MORE!

56: Cacao & Convos with John: Emasculation and understanding Men

51: Cacao & Convos with Jess Sepel

48: Cacao and Convos: The beginners guide to adaptogens

 30: Cacao & Convos: Inside men's brains!

28: Cacao & Convos w Dad: Talking about what's really going on below the surface in politics

25: Cacao & Convos talking about sisterhood wounds, losing and gaining friends, being in a flow state

21: Cacao & Convos: Talking about UTIs, thrush, vaginas, pubes, sex and all that fun stuff

18: Cacao & Convos talking about money, feminism, veganism, being fake and having confidence in this world

 

Episodes on Pop-Culture

302: White Lotus | Part 2: Women want to be claimed and wanted, + how to fight well

297: Sex Life (Part 5) | Season two is here!... How to unapologetically have it ALL

294: White Lotus | Part 1: Cheating, polarity, and not being a victim

286: Why Sex And The City is *not* as sexy as you think

192: Breakdown of the Netflix show YOU (part 2) | Blackout rage is a real thing

191: Breakdown of the Netflix show YOU (part 1) | What's fucked up about this show

179: Sex Life (Part 4) | Silent treatment, being honest with your desires, and shame vs. empowerment

178: Sex Life (Part 3) | Communicating your desires & hot sex vs. safety (you can have it all)

177: Sex Life (Part 2) | Clitoral stimulation, the shower scene (IYKYK) & addiction vs feeling safe

176: Sex Life (Part 1) | Desire & sub/dom f*cking, addiction & manipulation, mother/lover archetypes

 

Program Updates

289: Three reasons why events are a MUST for 2023

274: Everything to know for Black Friday!

265: Manifesting your dream man *because* you did the work. Everything to know about my 3 DAY EVENT and Andrea's story on working with me

202: The 2022 Queen Alchemy Update

10: BONUS EP: Boujee Ass B*tches Luxury Immersion with Asti Maree