161: Cacao & Convos with Christie Melhorn: How my trauma made me think I wanted to be a man

In this episode, Christie shares her story, her relationship with the feminine and masculine and why her trauma made her think she wanted to be a man. Essentially, this was a trauma response to Christie holding shit around the feminine, putting the masculine on a pedestal and wanting to feel safe. In this episode, we go deep. Trigger warning, we touch on suicide, as well as: - Christie’s story - Why she wanted to become a man - How her idolisation of men and the masculine effected her in her adolescences - How this effected the dynamic of her future relationships - How Christie feels about being a women now, versus being a man - Her advice to other women who have a similar story, or think men have it ‘easier’ If need to do this deep inner work and trauma release, join Queen Alchemy: https://monicayates.com.au/monica_work/queen-alchemy/ If you want to accelerate your healing, join me in Tulum for my Intimate Immersion: https://monicayates.com.au/immersion/ If you want to explore how else we can work together, check out my website: https://monicayates.com.au/work-with-me/ Follow me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/monicayateshealth/ Check out UNEDITED, my online magazine: https://monicayates.com.au/unedited-magazine/